Wednesday, March 07, 2007
Pointless to stick around when the heart beats artificially.
Goodbye for now.
There's no longer a reason to smile straight from the heart. No more jolts of excitement to get the adrenaline running through me and get the heart thumping.
I find myself mourning, the heart aching. I guess now I know what it's like to be alive with no substance.
But I know it will all work out eventually. It will take time, prayers and a lot of faith in the Almighty. He knows best.
Dear God, I know you know what happened 4 years ago. You answered my prayers. Things didn't happen just because of luck. Behind ever setback there's a lesson to be learnt and something new to discover; and you didn't place the people you placed around me for no apparent reason. I've discovered alot these past years and I just know this isn't the end. You wouldn't put it all to waste. I need help in bridging the gap. Where and how do I start without further screwing things up? I need your guidance.
Goodbye for now. I'll be back when I've sorted everything out.
Labels: farewell, maybe next time, melancholy
X O X O; 11:17 pm